I will. Might be next week. Have a lot of things to do. Since my hands are fairly stable now my thoughts are to use her ps5 after it’s built and place both her characters inside maybe a couple of her favorite thralls or pets. She has most of the trees and flowers 
To decorate she loved using them has some crom coins left might as well use them I have most from my first mine too use for anything else needed. Dedicating server introduction to her.
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There is all 4 of the cats .they are being subdued. The little one is Bella named after after our Greek friends character. Might need advice too get to Forum Seems my phone has moved things around. Did not ask to have it moved around can ask @stelagel to help with screen shots I know he knows how
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Giant birthday cake @stelagel made for her a couple years ago full of every Legendary weapons and armor he could find so many torches it was blinding was awesome. He insisted we take it down afterwards. Weapons racks chests. So I think have figured out locating screen shots
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Man, those cats look sad. Stringy-ball-things just hanging around with a cat hitting them? Keep 'em close. It’ll help them and you, I hope.
Lost someone some months ago, too. I’d like to say that things get better, but that would neither be helpful nor honest. But the tears get less, which makes it easier to deal with stuff.
Try to give as much of the work as possible to friends and family. You’ll be able to give back later.
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Because they are! They feel the void and they mourn. 25 of June i lost my wifes father. He was a dear friend for me. In his last days i had to treat him like a baby, he couldn’t do anything alone, Angelika was feeding him and i was doing all the rest. I feel blessed that fate gave me the chance to give him back.
When he left, believe it or not, first i send private messages to people here, it was my first thought to search for comfort and support.
Since 25 of June, Bella (my dog) before she go to sleep, she will pass from his room to search for him. Sometimes she insist and Angelika will have to say to her that dad is gone.
It’s tough, but day by day the pain shrink and beautiful memories take place again.
Day by day! But it needs time.
@Winthor and @biggcane55, you broke my heart too, how magnificent persons you are!
I am really happy i invested feelings in this community, thank you all!
Keith, Omega wanted to visit the tribute to Kate so i jumped in Wyrms Bane and i fixed one there too!
About photos i will have to dig in my phone only. Unfortunately my ps4 died last month and with it a huge archive too. But i will do my best .
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That is actually a older picture. The balls are mostly gone. In the morning will have to open the blinds next to it this time of the day makes it to bright in the living room. Have another stand in the bedroom curtain is open there and leaving bedroom door open so they can visit throughout the day and night
Took hours to find them in the house after EMT s and police left they would not leave the front door closed. But all were safe in the house. I know she would want to me to keep them safe. The big one is part Siamese and sorta talks I swear the little one voice sounded higher was in the bedroom last night saying hello no doubt in my head . Set up a blanket on her side of the love seat so they can get under or lay on top sometimes both waiting on the baby to come to me
Must put treats in my shirt pocket
She slept on my chest and under my chin when a baby very small now she is not having any thing to do with me Kate told me I should do this last week. Have to trim her nails after regaining trust have plenty of cat induced scars. In case anyone wondered sestus2009 came from our cat at the time and the year I started playing on line Thought it was more of a PSN password not my identity. She loved all the cats but would have nightmares over loosing him he was a American Bobtail .
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Words fail but my heart goes out to you and yours, @sestus2009.
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I think Funcom should add a little Easter egg or something in the game… maybe something as simple as a named cat in Conan’s bar or something. It doesn’t need to be big or super noticeable.
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Now that could be doable since last time I went into the bar it was basically empty
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Be strong my friend.
I am… WE are with you if you need something.
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Does anyone know lf I let her Playstation plus account elapse. Just checked it’s good for almost a year will play her characters also when I am ready.
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Just remove the payment method from her account.
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Good idea 
. Will have to cut down on cable and internet 
Have to start making a list of things to do. But next week.
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My deepest condolences for your loss, truly. The loss of a loved one is absolutely heart-wrenching, and I hope that you have all the support you need to make it through this difficult time. Please be well, no matter how long it takes <3
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I’m a little later than I would have liked.
To express…
That the beauty left within this world belongs to the memories. I hope that seeing things that remind you of Kate, brings you soothing joy. That at moments shared, it turns the corners of your mouth without you even realizing it’s brought you a smile. I hope you find it in her favorite flowers. In vivid moments shared. Held hands, eyes met, lips touched, skin brought warmth.
My best wishes, Zeb.
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What a bittersweet feeling. More and more members of this family are gathering in here. A family that’s been through a lot and hopefully will go on for years now. First big brother Multi, then Fia now you little sister that you didn’t even need to sign, i knew it from the beginning it was you.
Thank you for showing up in such difficult times 
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Do in real life for her. In game on forums is very small and easy. Make sure to talk to real family and real friends when dealing real loss. Hope you feel better soon
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May peace and comfort find you in this difficult time.
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