All my gear is gone because of crashing

I tried logging in earlier on a fast server and i went to check if my thralls were done and when I looked in the wheel I crashed and I logged back and I kept crashing continuously crashing for the next half an hour I had about 5secs of trying to find my dead body with the thralls and all my gear in it before I would crash again and then by body despawned so I can’t get my stuff and I can’t even play over the crashing. It’s on Xbox btw